i didn get through band audi ):
natalie too
we cried
i mean i cried... alot more than her
nic also cried

i hate him
make all of us cry lor
he's evil
blaaaaaaaah

i really really want to play in syf ):
ya...
when i came out of the spice room i was going to cry
then conny kept looking at me and asking if i was sad
and ry kept comforting me
so i cried
boo hoo
was crying and making weird sounds
like on MAY 25th 2008 [when kds made me go up and play the solo]
then ru yue walked with me to the toilet
and my legs were shaking so much
then my hands became numb dunno why ):
and was very cold
then Lingli came
then Conny

then after tt went to spiral staircase toilet
natalie was crying there too
but not crying
like tears rolling down
and then nic cried too
Eugenie and Conny tried to cheer us up by singing tuts muh barreh and barbie girl haha(ugly girl nicer)
then i started to cry again ):

walked to the PE office toilet with Conny catwalking and dancing ballet (: haha
went back to band rm
perc there
i ran out and started to cry again
LL and Conny came to bus bay toilet
and ry hit conny's ____
and lingli and ry pushed her against the pillar after tt
so she said her ____ was flattened haha
then they kept talking about ____ after tt -.-

after tt Eugenie did the macarena 2 times (: so funny

ya
before the audis, we were waiting in the rm 4 bt
then conny jumped on bt's chair (: and others too
then michelle emptied saliva on his chair so everyone did the same
then Conny used the whiteboard duster to wipe the chair dry (:
yaye!
and he sat on it

and Conny was dancing too
and she said tt Nic used all of Nat's pimple cream

during audi bt made us play bar 19 of overture one by one
then i cudn play properly
and bt moved on to ry
then he said tt me ll nic n nat dun play
later he added ll in again
and the rest of us just sat there doing nothing for the rest of the song ):
then df
played until bar 116
he said not clear the tounguing
so he asked the 6 ppl to play and it sounded 'clearer'
he add us 3 in again and said not good cos __ played wrong note and he prolly thought it was me cos he was STARING at me...
so he ask us to not play again
anw, wad was there to tongue there, not tt we didn not tongue...
stupid
someone said tt he was just biased.... ):
so i knew we die liao
but he added nic in after tt cos not enough 2nd for df
and he was like "we can afford to add in one more 3rd for overture"
wth la
and he said "anyway ur still can do SYF in sec 4 again"to me and twins
he's like implying tt he wudn wanna take us in even though we go tru another audi )


ohya... the night b4 tt i smsed patrina
and pretended to be conny and other ppl
and conny smsed me
so scary
then i tot shuqing gv me pan e's no instead of pat's
so i was so scared
haha

so we didn get in just becos of bar 19
and he only let me try one time... unlike all the other ppl who werent 'in' at first AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and nat thinks tt unfair too, the first sentence of the para, ya
she also really wants to play ):
okies... adventure camp post later... piano nowwww! bb! [tues 24 feb 2009]